at any given time the emotions of my world change from one of determination, dominance to one of helplessness, and a feeling of disappointment. sometimes these feelings get the better of me, like today, i got up in the best of moods, only to be hit with the reality that i too am open to the shock of my environment around me. just once i would love to be immune to the bitterness, sadness and hopelessness that is creeping into our global society.
my world, once belonging only to me, has seen the arrival of many illegal aliens, but they have found refuge, citizenship, maybe becuz i gave them help, maybe becuz they see some hope in me but at the same time that i am giving them all this, they are taking mine away from me replacing it with their sense of distress, turmoil and other negative things.
i didnt ask for this exchange, however i made the trade anyway, can someone tell me how to get my world back.